Just a couple of chicks clucking in the henhouse, me and A. on the Upper West Side, a Bronx-Brooklyn compromise, hot coffee and eggs, A. had the porridge. What do you think the porridge is like? she asked. Like oatmeal I said. The disdain! But our waiter said it was one of my favorites (likely story) so that’s what A. ordered, supplemented with the rice pudding parfait and a large hot chocolate. Go big or go home.

Blissed out, my body is just blissed out, a top-notch twenty hours that included a run on a Red Hook pier and ended with me telling my acupuncturist Thank you for making my life better. When K. texted to alert me to the delay (family trait) I tucked into some scraps around the house, divine.

You know what would make this taste better? asked D. as we dug into our vegan corn chowder. Cream.

Okay fine yeah okay. I’m sick. There, I admitted it, fed it soup like they do in the movies, under a blanket, Panamanian Day parade drums and horns through the windows, missing the most glorious day of the fall, whatever, what can you do.

It may be days until we can go outside again, storms are storming, took my lunch to a trail and ate following the blue blazes through the Staten Island greenbelt, I’ll want a memory I can lean into when it’s all rain, all rain.

How many Saturdays did E. and I have just this lunch, strolling home down Eastern Parkway, still my parkway after all these years, sometimes she’d come loose with the repetition, Will I ever stop walking down this damn parkway?

By the time I got home with half a loaf of bread from the farmer’s market, through the frozen gardens and past the hubcap on Carroll and Washington, over the shuttle train tracks, into and out of the grocery store, I was frozen solid and hungry, piled slices of things on a plate and ate in front of my program.

I was lucky in the things that matter. L. and A. to my left and right. Butter. A brain that can process most things in a way that amuses me. The food? Not so lucky. L. had pointed out the gelatinous pile in the corner of the pasta steam tray back in the buffet line, and that was pretty much true of all the food on my plate.

All these RT people give hugs, which is so not my vibe even though I really do adore the company. My mother will tell you, even when I was a tiny baby I crawled around on one clenched fist. But one adjusts, accommodates, settles against the norms, a process that also explains my recent acquisition of a purely ornamental fashion scarf. So I gave hugs in between stocking my plate with lunch snacks, eventually using my precarious balance as an excuse to take to my seat at the conference table, where the intimacy is built on exchange of language, my speed exactly.

Tree, lights, carols in the background, L., C., A., B., and a heavily pregnant L., dish after dish lined up in the kitchen, my plate was filled first, polished off fast. We all wore the paper crowns from our crackers, took turns telling the dreadful jokes that came with them, translating from the British along the way. (Petrol means gas.) couldn’t have been warmer.

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